No wind in the sails....So I had been invited to be in Miami this week with a burlesque troupe who was performing at two different venues. I was invited to perform (if I wanted) and to sell the DVD.
Things being what they are, perhaps I'll burn a few each night instead to keep us warm *smirk*.
I have to start cleaning out the house now anyway.

Paper wings......And um, hey, is this a stress response??

So, I've been dealing with quite a bit of stress these days (understatement) on many fronts. A lot of fires to put out and I've no firehose.

But sometimes, at the end of the day when there's been so much going on, I just put things into perspective and look at what I do have and realize how incredibly lucky I am. It cost nothing and demands nothing of me. And can never be taken from me. And nothing will take me from it. And it makes me realize just how capable I am of truly loving someone unconditionally and without measure. It is my family.

On another subject, or rather while I'm on the subject of stress, I suppose that, when you're under such tremendous amounts of it, release can be amazing when timed just so. I had The. Most. Fantastic. Orgasm. I. Have. Ever. Had. In. My. Life. last night...... Ever. I've had many. This was tops. It was endless and although I confess we haven't even studied the book we bought on tantra ages ago; it just happened. Magical, it was.
So, I suppose the moral here: That which does not kill you, only gives you mindblowing orgasms?
Thx Laz. If nothing, we'll always have this *smirk*...

The Pull

I've looked around me lately. At my life and what I want from it. Where I want to be. What I want for my family. Lots of things. It frustrates me when I can't make things happen for people and myself in the timeframe and in the way I would like to. And so I have to adapt.
I search for a solution. Looking at my immediate surroundings I see clutter all around me. Maybe it's the springtime; but I feel the urge to back up a truck to the house and send everything to a charity. Just purge myself of all of it, save for the barest of necessities. Then simply pack it up and head west.....

Audrey Maxx on Playboy's: Needy Wives

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